Friday, December 23, 2011

youre beautiful, really

with every color in front of you
i am you, in you, kissing you
and you are every bee
(im kissing every little bee)
buzzing in the garden
100 springs with you are nothing!
well lie and wait in yellow violets
soaking in the mud
blinking just a few times
when the rain drops on our faces

all the flowers stare at you
your finger tips like burning suns
(a thousand burning suns when im inside you)
under the blankets in your parents backyard
youre creating galaxies
a thousand billion atoms
glowing radiant in splendor
its beyond knowing, really
when your hair is on my pillow
ive slept with a thousand billion pieces of you

youre the first flower in the spring time
ill pick you and place you behind my ear
if it wouldnt hurt you
(i could never hurt you)
at night ill shine a light on you
a bright shining light to sustain you
(and open you)
every night ill open you
so i can feel the deep of you

i want to grow with you, in you
lets lie like seeds in the garden
in the spring time sun
100 flowers spring from your body
(you let their beauty surround you)
i want to be in the rain with you
i want to be soaking in the rain to you

i want to get old with you
to wither away with you
i want to decay into the love of you
ill die for you, in you
id die 100 painful deaths for you
smiling at you
you are heavy in the heart of me
deep in the dark of me
when i get too tired
i want to be an old tree
heavy with the fruit of you

even when the rain drops on our faces
well lie and wait in the yellow violets
well lie together for 100 spring times
in the spring time
well still be buzzing in the garden
well be kissing every little bee
and we are every little bee
so i am you, in you, kissing you
with every color is in front of us



2 comments:

  1. i read this and felt like i drank 1/3 of a cup of coffee, it is very good and full of nice energy and i like the imagery and now i can't stop thinking of flowers and bumble bees and it feels really nice!

    also, i like that it starts and ends in 'i love you!'

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  2. thanks. i like what youre writing too. it reminds me of a really good friend i used to have but lost touch with. not the writing, just the ideas. thats a nice feeling. ill keep reading.

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